Out takes of plastic Mann 2
Out takes of plastic Mann 2
Going to Mexico for work meetings in June! Thrilled
Happy birthday babe. My favourite tradition
i like it when you kiss me downtown
If I get old remind me of this, that night we kissed and I really meant it.
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”If you want this gap, you need to re-prioritize your goals in life. There are people out there who are too sick to eat, too sick to move, and too sick to care for themselves. Those people get those gaps and it’s disturbing and revolting to know this could be a goal for some. Please, I beg anyone who is reading this comment from the picture above to remember you are beautiful, that being thin isn’t always the answer, and to remember you don’t need to look like someone who’s in a picture. Be yourself and be happy with that. I know it’s not an easy task to go out there and just stop any sort of eating disorder but realize that it can be damaging. Get help and take care of yourselves, yeah? There are people who are out there who will help you and make sure you survive. Be a fighter and beat it.” blankets-and-rain.tumblr.com
Is it wrong to show your true emotions to someone who is not mentally stable or aware of how to stop making you feel a certain way? is it wrong to yell at someone who is obsessed with the fact that we are not immortal and that we all will eventually one day cease to exist, and to argue that point further is it just as wrong or even worse to play along with their mental mind fuck. is it wrong to agree and console them, even though that is clearly what they are wanting? how do you tell someone who is supposed to be your superior and your caregiver that they are not in a ‘normal’ state of mind. how do I express my true feelings without then being a hypocrite? how can I say I don’t obsess about dying or google it every time I have minor back pain, or common cold. Does this make me intelligent for having the constant battle between my thoughts and my feelings? Am I smarter for being aware that if in fact I do feel these ways on certain days, it would only be wrong of me to tell my father to stop obsessing about the things I obsess about? I am constantly feeling trapped in his world of hypochondria and hysteria, followed by severe depression. Is it selfish that I don’t want anything to do with him in fear of turning out like him? Am I being self centered by never allowing myself to go home? Is it wrong that when I do go home and am bombarded by questions and concerns and crying fits and panic attacks, all of which happen within the first five minutes of me opening the door — is it wrong that I start to portray him almost immediately after being in his presence? I feel like a fool, but a fool who cannot find a way out of the situation. Maybe it is harder for me to accept because now I understand it better. When I was young this was so easy - I didn’t have to deal with the severity of it. I wasn’t as emotionally in touch with myself as I am now. I didn’t have an understanding of what depression or hypochondriasis was. I was a kid. I played with dolls and with friends. I cried about a bad test mark. I barely noticed that he wasn’t around because that’s all I was used to. But now that I’m older and have had to experience some of these things with life in general, I find it harder to ignore. I am beginning to realize how much of a person people are. He’s not just my ‘dad’, He’s Michael.
This will be my fifth day in a row going to the gym and it feels great. Been listening to rap when I do weights.. If only people knew what lies beneath this bun(s)
See what I did there?
Marilyn Monroe photographed by Earl Theisen, 1951.
but i think i just wanna sail on your ocean for the rest of eternity